Curiosity Killed the Cat, Right?

Being very new to this I often wonder how far I will take it. How much do I crave the feeling of being dominated and helpless? I have been so curious about this topic for so long but my curiosity was only ever sated in the past with erotic literature or the occasional porn video. I once had a boyfriend that tied me up. It only ever happened once even though I craved much more. I don't think he was into it as much as I was... or perhaps he was but wasn't sure if the feeling was mutual. I was with this person for a year and a half and never once openly discussed my desire for just a little bit more.

An occasion of one off, casual sex was more sexually satisfying than this whole relationship... a one night stand with a man six years my senior who knew what he wanted. He pinned my hands above my head, pulled my hair and bit me. I never knew how hot it could be for someone to slightly hurt me! Sadly, we never spoke again after that night.

I think this might be why I find writing this blog such a turn on, I have never discussed my fetishes openly before and now the opportunity has presented itself. But the question remains... how curious am I? What will I do in order to sate my curiosity? And, did curiosity really kill the cat?

Also, why do you spell curious with a u when curiosity only has an o? Damn you, English.

Curious_19 xx